i decided I'd show a few of my poems now rather than later, I'll probably forget otherwise *rolls eyes*
I wrote some of these when i was going through a tough time so they may seem a little odd.
Confrontation
Well I guess it goes like this;
You go from a worrying low to a scary high,
But it’s really hard to notice
‘cos you keep it all inside
You say you feel like a vase;
A never changing, mundane façade
Yet inside your hollow and empty
Telling not one person of your feelings
Why is the truth so hard?
A past so painfully trapped in your memory
The haunting more chilling than the supernatural
Whilst people turn to God
You turn to no one, the big bang theory wont help now
Another new day, the same routine
Is this the ultimate problem?
Your one lifeline, your best friend
The one you’d trust with all your life
The one you’d happily take a bullet for
Lost in the blur of other cities
An amazing world hundreds of miles away
Well I guess it goes like this
You need to explain and express
You need to know and understand
Because you know, nothing good will come of this
Innocence
A shiver down your spine
Another childhood flashback
You thought you were ok
Yet here you are
Scared. Untrusting, Alone.
You said ‘A past so painfully trapped in your memory’
But is it really trapped?
Or do you keep bringing it back?
I suppose its both
You’d think the night would bring the peace
But it doesn’t
The nights are the worst
You brain enters its deepest, darkest recesses
And it plays like a film
A man you trusted, your childhood innocence
And the horror occurs
Of course, it’s taboo to talk about
And it sounds like a lie, a story
A childhood so overshadowed
You forget who you were
You forget who you are
Just Close
I look into your eyes
Their so happy and full of life
And I know one thing
Your honest.
I love to be around you
You make me feel so beautiful
Both inside and outside
I never want it to end
We greet with a joking head nod
And you hug me so tight
And kiss my head
I feel so safe.
I’d call it love
Or a crush at least
But when you tell me you love me
I freeze and can’t return the phrase
I can see it hurts you
You tell me it does too
I guess we’re just close
Shame there’s nothing more.
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