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	&lt;p&gt;Firstly, I haven't posted in a while, sorry, I went to Florida for two weeks... In that stupid hurricane :/&lt;br&gt;
Anyways, I just started my 2nd A-level year and realised in less than a year I go to uni *dances*&lt;br&gt;
I intend on moving to London, leave my family and live my own life. I'm kinda scared, I'm moving from Cardiff which is a fairly huge step, but I have the opportunity and I want to take it &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"&gt;And on a major plus side I'll be able to go to more gigs, seriously Cardiff sucks gig wise. I have a tendancy to love fairly unknown bands and their the ones that only play major towns and Cardiff doesn't really count as a major city :/ Even though Doctor who, Torchwood, Sarah Jane adventures aaaaand Tracy Beaker are filmed here mkaing my shopping and walk to school fairly difficult.&lt;br&gt;
Anyway enough rambling &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt; I thought I'd write about some things about Florida&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;1. They have a shop called 'Dillards' which I found pretty amusing.&lt;br&gt;
2. When you ask for a tea they bring you iced tea, if you want normal tea you have to ask for hot tea.&lt;br&gt;
3. There was a MASSIVE hotel called 'GAYLORD PALMS' which is pretty hysterical. I don't mean any offence to any gays.&lt;br&gt;
4. When they hear British people speak they are sooo happy and think its the best thing ever.&lt;br&gt;
5. They put Scrubs on TV obsessively, not that I'm complaining, Scrubs is amazing &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;That pretty much concludes my holiday, which sounds pretty tragic :/ But i did have a reeeeallly good time &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;And thats the sratchings of an idiot (:&lt;br&gt;
Adios&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;x x x&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://mind-wanderings.blog.co.uk/2008/09/09/uni-in-less-than-a-year-4704799/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>Holaaa</p>
	<p>Firstly, I haven't posted in a while, sorry, I went to Florida for two weeks... In that stupid hurricane :/<br>
Anyways, I just started my 2nd A-level year and realised in less than a year I go to uni *dances*<br>
I intend on moving to London, leave my family and live my own life. I'm kinda scared, I'm moving from Cardiff which is a fairly huge step, but I have the opportunity and I want to take it <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0">And on a major plus side I'll be able to go to more gigs, seriously Cardiff sucks gig wise. I have a tendancy to love fairly unknown bands and their the ones that only play major towns and Cardiff doesn't really count as a major city :/ Even though Doctor who, Torchwood, Sarah Jane adventures aaaaand Tracy Beaker are filmed here mkaing my shopping and walk to school fairly difficult.<br>
Anyway enough rambling <img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"> I thought I'd write about some things about Florida</p>
	<p>1. They have a shop called 'Dillards' which I found pretty amusing.<br>
2. When you ask for a tea they bring you iced tea, if you want normal tea you have to ask for hot tea.<br>
3. There was a MASSIVE hotel called 'GAYLORD PALMS' which is pretty hysterical. I don't mean any offence to any gays.<br>
4. When they hear British people speak they are sooo happy and think its the best thing ever.<br>
5. They put Scrubs on TV obsessively, not that I'm complaining, Scrubs is amazing <img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"> </p>
	<p>That pretty much concludes my holiday, which sounds pretty tragic :/ But i did have a reeeeallly good time <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"> </p>
	<p>And thats the sratchings of an idiot (:<br>
Adios</p>
	<p>x x x</p>
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It's funny how fast time can go really.&lt;br&gt;
Then like two weeks ago my dad announces that we're going on holiday for the last two weeks of summer. That suddenly rang alarm bells in my head and I realised I had to weeks to do the project. Not cool.&lt;br&gt;
Anyways, I started it and after a week I had done what I thought was a fair amount. It all goes downhill from there...&lt;br&gt;
I spent about a week stressing about AS results. I know their not as important as A levels but their the results I have to apply to uni with and so I was a bit &lt;img src="/img/smilies/grayuhoh.gif" alt="U-(" class="middle" border="0"&gt; about them.&lt;br&gt;
Anyway my point of this thrilling tale is that time goes way too fast when you don't want it to. &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;On a ligher note, it's less than a month till the Boosh Book comes out &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_mrgreen.gif" alt=":&gt;&gt;" class="middle" border="0"&gt; Looking at the previews it's going to be funny. I love Bollo's bit &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_mrgreen.gif" alt=":&gt;&gt;" class="middle" border="0"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://mind-wanderings.blog.co.uk/2008/08/16/arrrghhhh-4596974/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>So the summer holidays start and the only thing I do is go out with friends wandering around the town, everyone irritated at the fact that none of us have money and we would get a job but all the uni people came home for summer and got all the jobs. I ignore the fact that I have half a DT project to do by the end of summer because the end of summer seems like a million miles away.<br>
It's funny how fast time can go really.<br>
Then like two weeks ago my dad announces that we're going on holiday for the last two weeks of summer. That suddenly rang alarm bells in my head and I realised I had to weeks to do the project. Not cool.<br>
Anyways, I started it and after a week I had done what I thought was a fair amount. It all goes downhill from there...<br>
I spent about a week stressing about AS results. I know their not as important as A levels but their the results I have to apply to uni with and so I was a bit <img src="/img/smilies/grayuhoh.gif" alt="U-(" class="middle" border="0"> about them.<br>
Anyway my point of this thrilling tale is that time goes way too fast when you don't want it to. <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":&#39;(" class="middle" border="0"></p>
	<p>On a ligher note, it's less than a month till the Boosh Book comes out <img src="/img/smilies/icon_mrgreen.gif" alt=":>>" class="middle" border="0"> Looking at the previews it's going to be funny. I love Bollo's bit <img src="/img/smilies/icon_mrgreen.gif" alt=":>>" class="middle" border="0"></p>
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	&lt;p&gt;I wrote some of these when i was going through a tough time so they may seem a little odd. &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;u&gt;Confrontation&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Well I guess it goes like this;&lt;br&gt;
You go from a worrying low to a scary high,&lt;br&gt;
But it’s really hard to notice&lt;br&gt;
‘cos you keep it all inside&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;You say you feel like a vase;&lt;br&gt;
A never changing, mundane façade&lt;br&gt;
Yet inside your hollow and empty&lt;br&gt;
Telling not one person of your feelings&lt;br&gt;
Why is the truth so hard?&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;A past so painfully trapped in your memory&lt;br&gt;
The haunting more chilling than the supernatural&lt;br&gt;
Whilst people turn to God&lt;br&gt;
You turn to no one, the big bang theory wont help now&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Another new day, the same routine&lt;br&gt;
Is this the ultimate problem?&lt;br&gt;
Your one lifeline, your best friend&lt;br&gt;
The one you’d trust with all your life&lt;br&gt;
The one you’d happily take a bullet for&lt;br&gt;
Lost in the blur of other cities&lt;br&gt;
An amazing world hundreds of miles away&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Well I guess it goes like this&lt;br&gt;
You need to explain and express&lt;br&gt;
You need to know and understand&lt;br&gt;
Because you know, nothing good will come of this&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;u&gt;Innocence&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;A shiver down your spine&lt;br&gt;
Another childhood flashback&lt;br&gt;
You thought you were ok&lt;br&gt;
Yet here you are&lt;br&gt;
Scared. Untrusting, Alone.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;You said ‘A past so painfully trapped in your memory’&lt;br&gt;
But is it really trapped?&lt;br&gt;
Or do you keep bringing it back?&lt;br&gt;
I suppose its both&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;You’d think the night would bring the peace&lt;br&gt;
But it doesn’t&lt;br&gt;
The nights are the worst&lt;br&gt;
You brain enters its deepest, darkest recesses&lt;br&gt;
And it plays like a film&lt;br&gt;
A man you trusted, your childhood innocence&lt;br&gt;
And the horror occurs&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Of course, it’s taboo to talk about&lt;br&gt;
And it sounds like a lie, a story&lt;br&gt;
A childhood so overshadowed&lt;br&gt;
You forget who you were&lt;br&gt;
You forget who you are&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;u&gt;Just Close&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I look into your eyes&lt;br&gt;
Their so happy and full of life&lt;br&gt;
And I know one thing&lt;br&gt;
Your honest.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I love to be around you&lt;br&gt;
You make me feel so beautiful&lt;br&gt;
Both inside and outside&lt;br&gt;
I never want it to end&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;We greet with a joking head nod&lt;br&gt;
And you hug me so tight&lt;br&gt;
And kiss my head&lt;br&gt;
I feel so safe. &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I’d call it love&lt;br&gt;
Or a crush at least&lt;br&gt;
But when you tell me you love me&lt;br&gt;
I freeze and can’t return the phrase&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I can see it hurts you&lt;br&gt;
You tell me it does too&lt;br&gt;
I guess we’re just close&lt;br&gt;
Shame there’s nothing more. &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Feeeeel free to leave feedback (: &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;x x x
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://mind-wanderings.blog.co.uk/2008/08/14/my-poems-4588833/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>i decided I'd show a few of my poems now rather than later, I'll probably forget otherwise *rolls eyes* </p>
	<p>I wrote some of these when i was going through a tough time so they may seem a little odd. </p>
	<p><u>Confrontation</u></p>
	<p>Well I guess it goes like this;<br>
You go from a worrying low to a scary high,<br>
But it’s really hard to notice<br>
‘cos you keep it all inside</p>
	<p>You say you feel like a vase;<br>
A never changing, mundane façade<br>
Yet inside your hollow and empty<br>
Telling not one person of your feelings<br>
Why is the truth so hard?</p>
	<p>A past so painfully trapped in your memory<br>
The haunting more chilling than the supernatural<br>
Whilst people turn to God<br>
You turn to no one, the big bang theory wont help now</p>
	<p>Another new day, the same routine<br>
Is this the ultimate problem?<br>
Your one lifeline, your best friend<br>
The one you’d trust with all your life<br>
The one you’d happily take a bullet for<br>
Lost in the blur of other cities<br>
An amazing world hundreds of miles away</p>
	<p>Well I guess it goes like this<br>
You need to explain and express<br>
You need to know and understand<br>
Because you know, nothing good will come of this</p>
	<p><u>Innocence</u></p>
	<p>A shiver down your spine<br>
Another childhood flashback<br>
You thought you were ok<br>
Yet here you are<br>
Scared. Untrusting, Alone.</p>
	<p>You said ‘A past so painfully trapped in your memory’<br>
But is it really trapped?<br>
Or do you keep bringing it back?<br>
I suppose its both</p>
	<p>You’d think the night would bring the peace<br>
But it doesn’t<br>
The nights are the worst<br>
You brain enters its deepest, darkest recesses<br>
And it plays like a film<br>
A man you trusted, your childhood innocence<br>
And the horror occurs</p>
	<p>Of course, it’s taboo to talk about<br>
And it sounds like a lie, a story<br>
A childhood so overshadowed<br>
You forget who you were<br>
You forget who you are</p>
	<p><u>Just Close</u></p>
	<p>I look into your eyes<br>
Their so happy and full of life<br>
And I know one thing<br>
Your honest.</p>
	<p>I love to be around you<br>
You make me feel so beautiful<br>
Both inside and outside<br>
I never want it to end</p>
	<p>We greet with a joking head nod<br>
And you hug me so tight<br>
And kiss my head<br>
I feel so safe. </p>
	<p>I’d call it love<br>
Or a crush at least<br>
But when you tell me you love me<br>
I freeze and can’t return the phrase</p>
	<p>I can see it hurts you<br>
You tell me it does too<br>
I guess we’re just close<br>
Shame there’s nothing more. </p>
	<p>Feeeeel free to leave feedback (: </p>
	<p>x x x
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	&lt;p&gt; Basically I decided to start a blog as apparantly they help people let everything out so i'm trying it  (: &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Here's some probably not very interesting info about me &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
I'm a 17 year old girl and live in Wales (Moving to london in 1 year for uni &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graysmilewinkgrin.gif" alt=";D" class="middle" border="0"&gt;)Oh and providing I get accepted, i got my AS results to day and I'm not too happy with them, but its all done now so it's silly to wish i had tried harder I guess &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_neutral.gif" alt=":|" class="middle" border="0"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I love music and drawing and general stuff like that. I write poems quite a lot so I shall be putting some up on here. At the moment i'm writing this film. I don't think many people would like it and i might not even show people cos i'm quite crappy at showing people my work &gt;&lt; It's a romantic drama kinda film so if anyones interested/ has questions about it feel free to tell me, I dont bite (: &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;That's all for now... I'll probably be back later &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://mind-wanderings.blog.co.uk/2008/08/14/hmmm-4588671/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>Heyyy...</p>
	<p> Basically I decided to start a blog as apparantly they help people let everything out so i'm trying it  (: </p>
	<p>Here's some probably not very interesting info about me <img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"><br>
I'm a 17 year old girl and live in Wales (Moving to london in 1 year for uni <img src="/img/smilies/graysmilewinkgrin.gif" alt=";D" class="middle" border="0">)Oh and providing I get accepted, i got my AS results to day and I'm not too happy with them, but its all done now so it's silly to wish i had tried harder I guess <img src="/img/smilies/icon_neutral.gif" alt=":|" class="middle" border="0"></p>
	<p>I love music and drawing and general stuff like that. I write poems quite a lot so I shall be putting some up on here. At the moment i'm writing this film. I don't think many people would like it and i might not even show people cos i'm quite crappy at showing people my work >< It's a romantic drama kinda film so if anyones interested/ has questions about it feel free to tell me, I dont bite (: </p>
	<p>That's all for now... I'll probably be back later <img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0">
</p>
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